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Thursday, February 26, 2009

4:08 PM

After watching the news, i went out in search for something i've been searching. My first choice was the town area. Went to precious thoughts & many other similiar shops, etc, but they didn't have what i want? Ahh.. it was kinda getting late and i was prepared to head back when i saw this shop. At this time, i felt that the shop might have what i want, thus i decided to head in. I looked around and spotted...guess what? The thing i've been searching for omgawd?! Ahahah! Wasn't believing my luck! Afterwards i headed to hg mall to finalise my ''errand'' To my horrror.. it was closed! Argh!!! Why close?!?! Nevermind, there'll be part 3 for my shopping. Stay tuned.

Part 1

Woke up today feeling refreshed. To my horror, it was already 3pm. I haven't completed some stuff for the following day to come. As usual i was slacking and lazing around with my Computer.Somehow i came across a video of my most beloved game in my entire life. Final Fantasy 8. It was most memorable. I had recollection of everything in the game suddenly flashed through me. Well, i remembered playing the games and completing it 30-40times? It was truly so fun. I have to give Nobuo Uematsu the thumps up. His works are truly a masterpiece. Never have i been so fascinated with a game before in my life.

I remembered looking for shops selling griever necklace which i used to own one. However it broke.Its tail dropped and i lost his chain. I remembered that was one of my saddest moment. I went to search for it in nearby shops and they didn't have it. Well.. Still i would love to get one someday. How long has it been since i last saw my necklace? I remembered i was so proud of it that i even wore it in secondary schools and people mistaking it for some delinquents necklace or such. I treat that piece of necklace with respect and when it broke i was truly devastated. It's kind of my lucky charm. It reminds me that no matter what, I gotta stay strong. Gotta be a lionheart.Well, i'll find it someday and i'll pay any price to get it.

Final Fantasy8 , i have to admit, made me what i am now. I played it for 6-7 years? My actions slowly begain to resemble squall. I think that explains why someone called me a lone wolve in secondary days. Ahah! Well, Adults clings on to the past, Children use the future to escape but i live in the present.

Alright enough blogging, i got to go to complete my stuff for someone before the dateline comes. Feel the stress but hey! Its healthy stress, so no worries! I want the necklace so bad!
Signing off.

my broken griever

how it used to be.

one of my precious book.

ps: My holidays will be over soon.

Monday, February 23, 2009

2:07 AM

I got to go on a date with my teacher again! Today started out normal, went to get my usual. Did some routine workout and for the first time, i felt drained. I felt like sleeping but i knew i had to get some nutrients pumped into my body. Went to eat,drink and boy! i drank two cans of green tea :P Acutally, i wanted to order Tea, but i had to remind myself that it is friggin unhealthy to consume so much as it is harmful for guys, so i heard.

I saw my sunflower plants dieing and i knew i had to save em. Using D.I.Y style, i spent 2 hours gardening,taking care of my plants. At first i wanted to give up, cause attaching the stick wasn't so easy as it seemed. Although it seemed quite impossible, i still clinged on to the hope that they could survive, and a brainwave hit me! I went to use scotchtape to tape the satay sticks and thus could balanced half of the work load. I know things will work out fine if you don't give up and give it your all. Frankly, i feel acomplished after i did my gardening for em.

Went to Sengkang to get my harddisk from Alvin, then went to meet my Bean. Originally i bought the ''stars'' for her , but i did not expect that once we met i accidently revealed my bag! ARGH! When i first saw her i was quite surprized. She looked so different! Ahahah!

We headed to Toh Payoh. I haven't been there for years and boy! It brought back memories. LOL, someone said there very suitable for me. Aahahahhah! I young man hor! lol. Acutally feel old sometimes also quite nice lar :P LOL die liao! Went to mos burger and got our corn soup.

It was fabulous as always but too bad, the fries were too deepfried and full of salt, yuck.
Nextly, we headed to you know where?! yeah, its the best place on earth for me. MY HOME!

Home sweet HOME. Tried the pet society but it was very smart. End up wasting 1 hour~ Argh!

Did not zombie today. We went to see The show won li lin starred. Kinda interesting, cause u get to see the intestines and etc organs. Coincidentally, we went to see the ghost series show. I got freaked out when i first saw the hand. Like wtf?! lol. Peixin and my mum noticed. AHHH! lol paiseh like shit.

We went to eat our PengHer. Regreted did not calling them to make it spicer, resulting in a boring stingray. Devouring it was sibei boring. We then went home.

my precious sunflower, after my work.

one pot was saved, but the other i had no time.Sadly.

lol rare to capture her doing this.

zehahaha!

thats my vampire.

ps: je t'aime!

Saturday, February 21, 2009

1:11 AM

I haven't update in a while. Tons of thing happened though. Haven't went to do my workout today. Damn i must rid of this laziness. Laziness kills! Another pimple arises and this time, it landed on my nose! WTF?! Return of the Clown.

Today went to polyclinic to get my referral letter. Didn't expect it to be such a long wait. 1pm - 3.15pm was the time i rotted. Well, guess i had nothing to do anyway. Afterwards i went home to slack and by 5.45pm i realised that i was in deep shit! I was late for dinner with yp and Irene. Damn! I ''fly'' down and chased the bus from a bus stop to the other.

I suffered some cramps in my stomach but i guess that's the punishment of running after a bus just when you consumed some food.LOL. The stomach pain was quite bearable fortunately. We ate fish n CO. Went to slack around and chit chat. lol. From there i learnt that i did not collect my cert. Damn! Afterwards, meet my Beloved to go home. I was expecting quite a number of people with her,

LOL. As i met her, she was so ''high'' that i thought she was drunk! HAHAHA! Very rare you get to see her like that :P She made me laugh from habourfront to sengkang?!?! couldn't stop, could not stop, will not stop! Ahh she said i blushed!

Haha i was laughing so hard that my cheeks hurt and i coughed! Received a sock from her! Hahahaha when i saw it i already laughed my head off! its so cute and i played with it like a child. Wow, u don't get to see me so childish that often :P

May i bite you miss?

she said cannot! unless.. :p

lycan meets vampire!

fall in love.

from her. to me. i like. its cute. Police car langar ambulance!hahah!

Hearts*

Monday, February 16, 2009

2:55 AM

Haven't been updating,

This Blog is not rotting,

its just decaying.LOL.

Shit! its been several days since

i last workedout. Illness is the factor.

These few days have been enjoyable.

For my beloved one is with me.

There is no spectacle on earth more appealing than that of a beautiful woman in the act of cooking dinner for someone she loves.

That dish was one of the best i had. I still can remember the taste.

I Love You.

ps: die zombies die!!!!!

Some pics of our time together.

graduated!

Three Roses for her.

my cake,( alot effort cum nice cum zailooking. like the size too:P) forgot to say, DELICIOUS!

For you.

die liao! kenna tied down :P look at her evil grin Wahahaha!

Donald, Pink-tie,Three Roses, Two Shaun-love-Peixin Badges, The Coupons, The cake, The Homemade dish and Shaun With Peixin Lived happily after.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

10:14 PM

Went out to orchard,

With a beloved someone.

An accident happened,

Luckily she was brave.

Took some photos,

All were sweet.

Can't wait for tml,

For grad is coming.

ps: Its a poem. ha ha! literature passed!

12:21 AM

Shopped for grad clothes

Did my routine bull workout

Played a round of dota

Deciding what to do for my holidays

Admire my tie.

Missed someone.

ps: dad, thanks for everything.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

3:40 AM

i can't sleep. thats why i decided to blog here.i don't know what to write, but i felt that at this very moment i had to blog. it is 3.41am now and god knows what time i'll be able to fall asleep. Maybe i won't sleep at all... Who knows? I know the reason why i can't sleep , yet i can't do anything to change it. i tossed in my bed for an hour and i decided to blog. i am tired yet i can't sleep. Man...

You know what? My life has changed since that day, and i enjoy every moment with her. Sure there are happy moments and sad moments, but at the end of the day, i never regret being with her. Yes , i know what i am doing and i am fully aware. I might be blur at times, yes i admit. And there are times i messed up, but i am always happy that she is there for me. These are what are hidden inside my heart and bottled up.

I know and realise that i have a very bad habit of bottling things up. Acutally i know about myself very well. I developed this habit after some trauma, and i realised that i wasn't going anywhere if i kept bottling things up. Someone told me this and i am grateful. I realised the harm that Tea was causing me today. I can't promise i'll quit but the least i can do is try cutting down.
i ann't saying this just to please anyone. But rather, i am concerned for my health and i reminded myself that this was a goal i wanted to achieve ages ago. I have to see through it.

woah i blogged quite some amount of words..i have to tell you, i feel good after blogging this post and writing down the things which are in my heart for sometime. Although i can't elaborate more on the trauma part,as it is a long story but i hope i will make an impact in my life by doing what i like, telling people what i really want and feeling good about it.

i ann't gonna try sleeping now. its 4.12am at this moment and i don't feel like sleeping although i got rid of the load in my heart. Most probably i'll go read my books i borrowed from the libary to kill time. did you know? i enjoy reading alot and i read books at an amazing rate. heheh.. :p

today went to yj's house with px to pai nian. Afterwards went to seoul garden with yp,px,irene,ben to makan:P i eat teriyaki chicken till i scared liao heheh. But i think the next time i go seoul i'll still eat it. It is delicious. haha! Die liao lar! i suddenly wanna blog alot..

you'll have a hard time reading all of my post but not to worry, i'll change the fonts colours by paragraph for you to read haha! i also notice that i've changed from my past life to the present by alot. If i had to point out some changes , it would be --> I've learnt how to take things easily and live life not just simply for living, but to enjoy it with that special someone.

oh man! 7 paragraphs already! Man i miss those days when i had to do composition in school. Those were the days! i always loved to do em as i could pen down my thoughts and create it into something worth reading and at the same time, meaningful for the reader. Well, maybe i should go take O' levels. I really want to be a staff nurse. Its not that i dislike that i am gonna be an EN, but rather, i just admire those staff nurses and aspire to be one of em.

Oh! and! I am considering to join the police force and study police law. I heard it requires At least O' levels to be a regular. Being a police and wearing that uniform is a dream which i am considering to make into reality. If i had a choice, i would do my nursing a few years first and then change to be a police. I'd to be a nurse and get an experience be4 changing lines.

Gah! Most of the things in my mind are out! But its okay. I actually realise that being open really makes one feel more comfortable. My previous ambition from young was to become a fireman and for now, its police. Well, am i boring you? Its okay, i guess. After all its my blog. Heh its 4.28now.

I've been doing alot of my routine workout when i wake up and boy! i feel great after each workout. my plants are growing healthy and only one went crooked... it is kinda sad but somehow I've amended it with tape. Hopefully it'll grow healthy back. Gonna take a picture tomorrow.

Well, its February now and lots of events are coming up. I ain't stressing myself, don't you worry. I haven't bought my graduation clothes as i was busy on doing other stuffs. AHHH! each day draws closer and i haven't have my clothes. Most of my friend have theirs.SHIT! Die liao lar!
But I'll find one day and get em. WAH! I BLOG ALOT! I SEE LIAO I amazed! But i wanna blog more leh! If your tired, take a rest, drink some water and then come back read if you want :p

You already exceeded reading a compo page.I think this one journal! LOL! Sibei sianz leh, my army letter haven't come. Make me wait till i grow old ar! Oh yeah! I starting work at next Monday if the job is confirmed. Its like in those warehouse. I love warehouse jobs as i had did one before. Actually i love those jobs as i am not a very social person. I love to keep friends to a minimum number of group and i feel comfortable in it.

To make matter worst,its in clementi! No choice, I've to work! Slacked too long at home , and i have to buy something. :P heheh! my moustache is growing and i like! Lol! I am going to go shopping one of these days for that thing. I only hope it isn't sold out yet... I don't know why but at this point of time, i feel energized! But my leg muscle tired... i don't really know why?

Nooby god, my old/past online dota friend once said : Life isn't a bed of roses everyday. It is very true, however, you can make Everyday a fun and enjoyable one. I realised I've something to protect in my life. It is precious to me and it shall remain... Precious.

ps: i've finally decided to stop blogging. you can be happy! you just read finished of what seem a thick book. Its 4.46am now. Time to try to pig! I **** her.

at yj house.

me and peixin.

1:36 AM

Hahah! After a 'rest' i felt better. I Guess everyone gets a day when they are not themselves. For me, it might had something to do with several issues today. It sucks when you know you are not yourself for that day. Being so hypo and stuff. But i know that everyone gets this kind of feeling once in a while. I looked through to find a song lyrics and i found it to be very true.

Here it goes.

I wonder, ''isn't life sad if all you do is just live.''
Now having witnessed sadness you should never have seen,
Crying tears that should have remained dry.
We may not be tough enough to live on truth alone,
but you know, we don't need to be.

ps: I wanna let everyone know that i am neither angry or sad. I am just tulan cause i am sick today and it affected my chractor. I am sorry but when i am sick i can't focus on things well. However , when i am with her , i felt better even though i was having a fever. I , myself and me really apologize for any sadness i caused for my sickness. i still aisheteru you.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

4:38 AM

The wolve start his attack.

ROAR!

his first attempt to bite red riding hood!

then slowly going to bite!

omg help the wolf! Violent Riding Hood!

The wolve and riding hood lived happily after.

Now she's scared of lions :P

HAHA!

Thats my teacher, Chio hor!? she dancing.

Alot of things happened today. Wah liao, at thent i touch my face and i see another pimple. wtf! I believe that our brotherhood ties won't be so easily broken and i wish for everything to be as the past. Well, thats what i believe for our 2 years of friendship. As for My Special Person, i still aisheteru you as before.. NO! More then before!Today alot pics to blog and very nice to blog one.
Ps: i know you feel the same way too. :P