AUTHOR : SHAUN SEOW 20 and has attached to his BELOVED♥

Monday, June 22, 2009

8:12 PM

Woke up this morning with chest tightness. It was those squeezing type. Luckily after sleeping again, it dissapeared. As i went for some shopping for some upcoming events, i felt dizzy the whole day. I nearly fainted at the shopping mall lol. What a close shave. Today my internal body clocked is haywired. Did some research and i'm just half-way done. I'm feeling kinda tired& sick now but i have a sense of achievement. I know my body issn't what it used to be. Haha, even though today my body&mind was altered, i still felt that she's worthy of me doing these.
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Just popped two panadols in my mouth. Time to get some rest or better, sleep. NS coming soon, and i don't wanna fuck this up be4 i get in. I am tired though :P Goodnight in advance people.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

11:06 PM

Time is precious for me now. Yet i have too much time on my hand. Today i'm restless i guess. Hahaha! Time to hit the bed and get over it!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

7:44 PM

Nearly risked getting knocked down by a car today. It was fortunate that i avoided the speeding cab just in time. Was running errands and was doing some thinking when suddenly i crossed the road in the red. Kinda of a big lesson for me. It isn't the first time i encountered such scary incidents. I remember years ago i was near a speeding car in just 1-3inches? Hahaha, kinda scary.

20+days more to my army. Kinda excited and unsure of it.
You know sometimes when talking , silly stuff and rubbish just spout/spew out sometimes lol. After what i said then i realise I'm speaking stupid Ahaha! Got a goal now but ain't revealing it least i can't stick to everyday practise. Oh yeah, I wanna see prison break so bad!!!!! Shit man!! Heard it has 4 seasons. Gonna be costly :)

Goodnight all! :D

Some of the happy things happening in my life this month.

Qmo wishes to profess his undying love and gratitude for Phoebe accepting him into her life despite his random blurness at times :P

Saturday, June 13, 2009

2:02 AM

She has truely blossomed into a fine mature lady. Its my turn now. To solidfy myself as a real man. Yeah, Great Manly Man.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

1:50 AM

Saw a hat weeks ago and i knew i wanted it. However it was just not to my fitting. How i wish to go abroad but i think it ain't happening anytime sooner.. But still, I'll do my best to convince my higher-ups to let me have some days off to realise it :p. Which country? I haven't made up my mind but there's a list Hahah! Pimples are healing up and the skin's totally fresher now. Kinda into e' mafia trend now. What did i tell ya all, I'm totally random man. Gotta save up once i embark on the next stage of my life. The apartment, its the thing that i gotta have it asap! Top priority! I would love to live in it when I'm so much young if possible, its so great! I love my life and my love. Ciao people and have a good night's rest.

Classical Beanz&Q

Where are we? Somewhere Sweet i'd say :P

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

2:12 AM

Been living like a prince for half a year. Didn't went for work due to me wanting to spend some quality time with my beloved. I wasn't lazy, and i felt that my decision was worth it. Now times draws by closer, each and every passing second. Being summoned by the army, and soon I'll be enlisted.

People might be able to work and earn around a considerable amount of money within 6months but i didn't. I know every one's working and i too, have this indescribable urge to work too but at that time i felt that quality time was more important. Peers and peeps moving on to their next chapter and deep down i wanna work as hard as them as well. I wanna work/serve ns, to earn income, to be a better man, but my time ann't here yet. I mean, look. What would people think of someone not working/studying and staying at home most of the day? I am well aware of that i tell you. Well, i have finally can move on to the stage of my life. Be it good or bad, I'm finally glad that I'm moving on the career road.

I love working , in fact, you could say I'm a workaholic. I know that i ain't a very accomplished person yet. Been living a laid back attitude for 6months, who wouldn't say I'm lazy? People would/may say i'm stupid, or lazy, living my life like this, not earning money. I know money's important but i had made up my mind to focus on something that money can't buy. I've never regretted living my life that way for the first half of the year. I just feel like blogging this. It makes me feel better. You don't have to comment or speculate it.

My ambition is still there within me. I feel a lot better after blogging this post. For the last time i am not lazy, i just wanted to spend quality time with someone. Life's simple. Do something and never look back.

Usually people get into a type of ''mood'' when they have a month or less to a huge change in thier life and i'm experiencing that now. Gotta & gonna cherish this month. Wonder what kinda shit i'll face? Shit or not still, its better.