AUTHOR : SHAUN SEOW 20 and has attached to his BELOVED♥

Monday, July 6, 2009

12:19 AM

Time definately flew by and in less then 5 days i'm gonna enlist. Looking back, its time to say goodbye to the old life. Did something idoitic today and i'm feeling affected by it. Can't deny that a little mistake on my part makes me feel bad for a long time. I just get affected. Can't shake that feeling off.. I want this week to be of fun & laughter but if i screw up, i can't ask for that.

Alot People said that i was too 'leinient' with dealing&handling things. I don't think its bad. As long as i free good thats enough. However, the limit's there. Right now there's only someone important to me. I'll admit, i'm a perfectionist in some way. I can't change that and i don't need to.

Even if the odds are against you, a real man should always face the obstacles.
I wish to spend these few days bathed in laughter and joy with you. I just hope to be.