AUTHOR : SHAUN SEOW 20 and has attached to his BELOVED♥
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
8:51 PM
I love her so much.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
11:54 PM
Have you ever had the feeling of you knowing what to do and yet people saying that you didn't know what to do just because you wanted to suprize em at the last moment/ or keeping quiet but u have that idea? Well if you didn't, its what i've been encountering these days.
I know i have a temper of not wanting people to critisise me, but sometimes i feel so unjust and unfair. Just because you guys thought i didn't knew doesn't mean i don't. I just can't find words to describe how i'm feeling. I try to explain, but some people in green for example, would just think that i was conjuring up excuses. After a while, it gets tiring u know. Yet the unjust is felt, unable to release.
Outside of my commitment to the green, its still the same. The same old shit of people, thinking that i was just fooling around, spending a day by a day, and not knowing what i knew. I do. Yet critics like em may say that if i really knew what to do, why don't i go ahead and do it so that they won't have a chance to say me.
You have to explore this. People tend to overlook what the other person is thinking. Just so they thought that you are silent, they think that you did not have the idea, or worst off, they thought u didn't care.
A person, which is very close to me, once taught me that if she/he did not perform the action or speak, its not that she/he don't care. Its circumstances that she/he couldn't and his/her heart is always there as so we know.
As a guy, i can't complain much. But yet the unjust and the frustraction is building up. I don't know anymore. <--- this line may sound stupid and lost but the fact is i'm lost and i can't thahan all these. Respect is all i want. If i can't even get it, nothing else matters. Really.
Friday, January 15, 2010
10:26 PM
Temper, Understanding, Resolve, Awareness, Love.
Its a long time, since i penned my thoughts. Its a stressful year this year and i can say that lots of peeps are encountering severe stress such as I do too.There are many wishes & things that i wanna fulfill this year and i hope to achieve em. But sometimes reality's real harsh. I had the joy of knowing that i got selected for platoon medic but yet was unable to go somewhere special during Feb. I guess good things rarely comes in doubles.
The promises i couldn't achieve yet, but there are factors affecting it, so i'm in a diliema. Maybe its just part of growing up and getting used to know how society works. That being said, i haven't really grown a lot.
Oh, and recently, just found out that i had a short&bad temper. Been aware of it for quite sometime now and i know just the thing to do for it. :P Time to go back to what i used to do to curb or rather i would say manage it better. Sorry to those whom ''Kenna'' my Short circuit temper Warth.
As i lay down my pen, I've got a last thing to say.
I LOVE YOU DEAR. My resolves never fades.
Sunday, December 20, 2009
9:07 PM
My LOVE AND I!!!
Its 9 and i have to book in..
I miss you dear! Hehees, while u were pigging i blogged!
Wahahaha! Alright i gtg, no time left! Darling, I LOVE YOU! Wait for me this FRI! :-p
MUuuuuacks!!!!!!
I miss you dear! Hehees, while u were pigging i blogged!
Wahahaha! Alright i gtg, no time left! Darling, I LOVE YOU! Wait for me this FRI! :-p
MUuuuuacks!!!!!!
Saturday, December 12, 2009
3:31 AM
Q & BEANZ
Our every year tree
!GRADUATED! With her by my side :pWow, its been ages since my last post :p I was so busy with my life that i couldn't find time to update here, not to mention a slight laziness of me haha! Been in medic course for 3 months now, today marks the end of it. Starting from now, it's gonna be a tough yet challenging road up ahead for my ''green fatigue'' days.
Been wishing all along with her that i'll be able to go to the fields as a platoon medic instead of getting the medical centre attachment and boy!! It came through HAHAHA! Heading back to the previous camp with familiar faces is definalty soothing!
Hehehs, not to mention, the arm band that you see was applied to me by none other than my BELOVED DARLING!!!!!!She's so cute!!!!!!!!! WOHOOO!!!! hahahah! Dear, i'll be a great combat medic! Muacks!
So looking foward to Feb, cause that's where i'm gonna go WILD! :P Duck noodles is da bomb! Chalet, Hotel, Resort? I want them all! Hahahah! Gonna go Pig now! There's more to come!
Sunday, October 18, 2009
8:53 PM
Q MISSES BEANZ
Yo People! I'm Back! Hahahahah! Such a long time since my update!Been lazy and busy though :-p the last update was before my field camp it seems. Lots of stuffs happened Wooo!
I'm a combat medic now and am a medical student. Having it great, studying,lectures etc! Best thing is... I get to see my beloved on fridays!!! Hell Yeah! She's da best girl there eva was! Hahah, dear, thanks for the halloween!!! Mu***s!
After staying in the army for a period of time, i must say i've learnt much. Patience, discipline and timing are some of em but the most important lession that i learnt was to cherish those around me. Sometimes i find myself gazing up the skies and wondering how's everyone. Misses occurs~
I would say being in the army certainly shaped up my personality for the better. Although i miss her alot at times :p Ahh..30 more mins and i'll be inside. I guess monday blues have already started hehehs! Tomorrow's my first guardduty! kinda looking foward to it hahah!
As i lay down my pen and get ready for booking in , Here are some sweet precious moments :-p
Ever saw a cute witch?! HAha!
Your my ''sheep'' wahaha!
I love the way she smile :)
Halloween!!
Flat tummies Heheh
This pic's one of my personal frav :P
Ann't he sick?
Our Classic Picture :-D
Ps: Your the best Dear!
Saturday, August 22, 2009
4:26 PM
At Somewhere cozy :D
DEAR,Shaker fries makes u smile like that huh HAHA!
DEAR,Shaker fries makes u smile like that huh HAHA!
For how long has it been since i last updated my status. 1 month plus in the army and i could say i'm doing quite well. Its been harsh for the first two weeks, and subsequently i've gotten used to the hectic lifestyle provided here. Sometimes i miss my old lifestyle but i know i can't do that now that i've responsiblites to fufil. Army, certainly made me a better man. I don't mind being in army, but i miss you dear! I miss you so..
Haha, i'll be passing out in a month's time and i seriously can't wait for it! Wah, i'm heading to my field camp in few days time. Shag arg!!! Darling! I Miss You!!! Hahah, its gonna be tough on us but i know we'll pull it through and sweeter days'll float towards us :P Woooo! SEPT!! Wake me up when sept ends alright? Seriously that month's da best!
Recently am concentrating on my body cores, can't lose out to Shaun( there's one on my camp). Saw ben, and was kinda happy to see him doing well. Haha, maybe we'll work together in the medical centre? LOL. Seriously can't wait to meet up with everyone! There's lotas work to do in camp and time flies really fast~ Is that bad or good i can't really tell, but from what i know, its a healthy stressor!
Dear, i forgot to bring out the maggi mee from camp lOL! Argh!! Hahha guess ya have to wait till my camp's over. Bleh, paiseh :p. Hahah, i'm feeling so high now! Its the song i think~ that makes me feel this way. Cool, so music affects one's mood LOL!
I wonder how's youpeng,irene,ben,kilo,caleb,PC,Alvin doing. Needa meet up soon folks!
Lastly, I Miss YOU the most DEAR!
I Love You my sweetheart.
Haha, i'll be passing out in a month's time and i seriously can't wait for it! Wah, i'm heading to my field camp in few days time. Shag arg!!! Darling! I Miss You!!! Hahah, its gonna be tough on us but i know we'll pull it through and sweeter days'll float towards us :P Woooo! SEPT!! Wake me up when sept ends alright? Seriously that month's da best!
Recently am concentrating on my body cores, can't lose out to Shaun( there's one on my camp). Saw ben, and was kinda happy to see him doing well. Haha, maybe we'll work together in the medical centre? LOL. Seriously can't wait to meet up with everyone! There's lotas work to do in camp and time flies really fast~ Is that bad or good i can't really tell, but from what i know, its a healthy stressor!
Dear, i forgot to bring out the maggi mee from camp lOL! Argh!! Hahha guess ya have to wait till my camp's over. Bleh, paiseh :p. Hahah, i'm feeling so high now! Its the song i think~ that makes me feel this way. Cool, so music affects one's mood LOL!
I wonder how's youpeng,irene,ben,kilo,caleb,PC,Alvin doing. Needa meet up soon folks!
Lastly, I Miss YOU the most DEAR!
I Love You my sweetheart.
Field camp starts tomorrow and it'll be fun&tough. Dear! I MISS YOU! Cya on the day i'm Back! Muacks! :P
Friday, July 10, 2009
1:41 AM
Lots of emotion are running through my mind at this very moment.Don't really know how to pen down my thoughts for the moment. Forgive my english, i'm just tired for now. I'll be hitting the male male and Male Company in a few hours! Life has certainly been fun with darling around for the past 7months. Heard i'm in the enhanced batch. Today was a great day for me. It was quite thrilling too! Hahah! Only someone knows what i mean :p
Tomorrow is the day where my curly bastard hair gets shaved off. Hope to see my cousin & Ben in camp. Hahah! Can't wait to book out in 2 weeks! Its gonna be tough but i guess the tough gets going huh. I miss my family, my home, and most of all, my beloved.
Be back in 2 weeks time, gonna put on some weight i hope & not bones!
PS: To The name on my ring only,
As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you. The best thing about me is you.